I don't love you

 

I don’t love you.

I don’t adore you either

but not a single day passes

when I am in my loneliness,

I don’t wait for you

I keep longing for you

I am not fond of you..

that's what I keep saying.

but is that true?

My heart knows you stay right there

 but the mind says 

I don’t love you..

In a jiffy

the day passes , and the night comes

when you are not around

I keep talking to the walls for hours together

if there's something called sense,

it seems, I'm about to lose it

the tussle between heart and mind goes on...

I don’t love you..

I don’t love you

I don’t adore you either

but there has never been a day that has not gone by 

 remembering  you and the little things about you

Emancipation

 In front of my eyes I can see a number of waves

Fearing it would drown me 

They seem to be fawning and mocking away

and locking my voice in a way

This is the truth

This moment I am shattered

But I have promised, I won't be tamed

I want to fly high

I am the feeling of stormy night 

I won't allow you to slacken

I will be breaking and tearing the strings on bondage

Whatever is written in the rules, do I need to follow?

Whatever has not chaged since centuries

Why can't it be changed now?

I have this right to tell the truth of this moment

I have promised, I won't be tamed

I want to fly high

I am the feeling of stormy night

I won't allow to slacken

I will me breaking and tearing the strings of bondage 

I can't brook

Neither will I stay subdued

I have fleed and crippled all strictures 

Don't keep me restrained

I will achieve power from these

and with these rambling moments I shall just write the memoir of your disgrace

I won't brook your atrocities anymore

You will face shellacking even if you smother me

Strictures cannot stop my aspirations

I want to fly high

I am the feeling of stormy night

I won't allow you to slacken

I will be breaking and tearing the strings of bondage 

Contemplation

 A day will come 

When the sun will shine

When the hope shall rise

To clear the clouds of loneliness

and to bid farewell to the darkness

The mankind will sing and dance

To get another chance

A morning will come

and it will be a morning like never before

It will be a morning 

which people have been dreaming of

since centuries and centuries together

and for the centuries to come 

The soil has some worth

So does the stone

But alas! What about the humans?

Can they be sold ?

Let us stop , be kind

Lets value every soul and mind 

BEATITUDE

You have become the reason of glee
You have grown into the joy of my eyes
You have emerged as my laughter
and all the happy things here after

I began to merge,
To tumble, and be equable
Since I avowed you
I am looming towards you

Every jaunt, every question,
Every Odyssey that I take
You belong with me every journey I take
You belong with me as a beatitude...

ANGELIC

I concede you to be the most delightful,
I have an entreaty for you to live in my zest,
There is euphoria in you ,
and you even vogue with miff,but,
you never ebb for eulogy...

My mum heart,don't be wearied,
for showing the torment ,
in every moment,
She's is the one to smirk at my riff,but,
she never ebbs for eulogy...

Shall I whir,
or should I call out to rise,
Shall I make a beatific protestation,
You make me frenzy,but
you never ebb for eulogy...

I concede you to be the most delightful,
I have an entreaty for you on to live in my zest,
There is euphoria in you ,
and you even vogue with miff,but,
you never ebb for eulogy...

It's Okay

It's okay to be alone,
Thinking about for-lone,
It's okay to smile,
To go ahead a mile,
It's okay to fall,
But,it's not okay until and unless you are there to catch hold...

It's okay to go wanderlust,
To be lost in a desert,
It's okay to go up a mountain,
Get a feel of being heighten,
It's okay to be in haze,
But, it's not okay if we don't feel dazed...

It's okay if you don't text me everyday,
It's okay if obstacles come on our way,
It's okay to be scared,
But,it's not okay you were not there...

It's okay if someone doesn't complete you,
Its okay if someone doesn't compliment you,
It's okay if someone doesn't comprehend you,
But , it's not okay if someone doesn't show that you mean the world them...

MURK

My eyes haven't been sodden for senility,
O entity,for this alibi only,
come and captivate them with soggy rain,
make my spirit brume,make them murk now...
I'm all lorn,
make it tears and vale,
these breath of life... scud...

All those lampyrid of mine,
my sunshine,my destine,
Where they were all dissipated?
Where they were all disoriented?
There are jillions of walls,
and not a discrete door,
At least tell me the avenue,
for the breeze to come through,
The heart is as if ceased,
make it fidgety,
make these blue moon billow...

On my patio,never came,
any shadow of radiance,
Fount of sleep,
sneak away untouched from my night tides,
There is no usher to show the trail,
nor any brigand,
It's just my fissures,
and my own cape,
These night falls are hollow,
fill some bustling in sleet,
make these senility haze...